Always Online ~

The life that has change the color

Willful instigate

The madness brave is come out

One side expectation

Try to be gentle

Still lack of something

Distant

Two ends

Love is hang in the sky

No matter what if the winds is stop

Just because you always said that everything will be okay

Be ready 321 I’m always online

1 to 1 with you

Love start to spread

We are already connected

Cross the sky in our galaxy

Start to count down 321

Delete my loneliness

More and more end deeply

The love is bright

The love is smiling

I’m always online ~

MASIH MEMCINTAIMU ~

Salahku putuskan cintamu
ku sesali itu ...
Pergi meninggalkan dirimu
kini ku merindukanmu ...
Sayangku maafkanlah diriku
ku tahu ku salah menyakitimu ...
Sayang terimalah aku lagi
ku masih mencintaimu ...
Aku memang tak sempurna
ku sadari itu ...
Ampuni semua kebodohanku
ku tak bisa hidup tanpamu ...

enDeavor voo mY bezt ~...

Wahhh~...
Gara" smalem gak isa tidur...
tadi pagi telat bangun deh...
Mami pio n papi apin mpe gOndOk nelponin aq...wkakakakak
sOrry ye??hi8 ^^


yang harus nya bangun tnGa 7, jadi banGun jem 7...
yAng haRuz nya aku yang jEmput tmen2, jaDi aq yg di jEmput...
hahahaha.... >.<
Tapi untung ja gk telat deH nyampe vihara...
man telat kebaktian bentar...
palingan 2 menit...
wkwk ^^


Di jEmput jaM 7.30 ma maMi piO...tRuz jemPut pya deh...
baRu la ke viHara...
saMbil nungguin papi aPin, kita dUduk" di mObil...
tRuz,tibA" ww telPon...nanyaEn dimana...
tRuz dy nyUsul deh ke mObil...
daH tu bGitu papi apin daTeng, kita lanGsung masUk ke vihaRa...
pai" dLo...
yang lucu na...mami pio 3x bakarin gaRu, 2x keLebihan 1 garu na...
duh duh... >.<'
mikiRin apa sih mi?? haha...


Dah biZ pai"..kita nae deh ke bhaktisala~...
nGikutin kEbhAktian...tRuz amPe lah saat na dEngerin dHammadhEsana...
kaLi ni sPesial disAmpein ma 'oM saLim Lie' yang dateng dari aUsie...
huff >.<
toPik yang dibaHas aRi ni n sUara na oM saLim buad ak fOkus dnGerin aPa yg dy samPein...
paDahal biasa nya, kalo ada yg ge sampein dHammadHesana aq pasti siBuk sndiri...haha >.<
haRi ni, oM saLim buKain pikiRan kita", mudA-muDi yang hadir disitu...
saLah 1 hal yang dia sHare ke kita semua hAri ni intinYa tuh 1...


"Life is simPLe..."


MaksudnYa disini...
Sbenernya, hidup itu nggak 'compLicated'..hiDup itu 'siMple'...
taPi sLama ini, hidup ini gaK pernaH kita rasAin simPle, karena hidup kita ini sLalu dipaksakan oleh suatu cara...dipaKsakan oLeh suatu sisi paNdang...
dalam hiDup ni, bisa adA tekanan n' rasa sTress itu kareNa kesalahan dari kita sendiri daLam memandang keAdaan...n 1 hal lagi, 'ketidakpernah puasan kita akan sesuatu hal'....


sO..supaya hidup kita jadi simPle...
mUle skaRang, ubahlah cara panDang kita akan segaLa hal...
sLalu berpikiran pOsitif...
itu aJa sih kunci keberhasILan kita daLam hidup...


Nah, steLah denGerin cRamah nYa 'oM sALim' tadi...
dah buka pikiran ak buad merubah hidup aq buat jadi lebih baik lagi...Mule skarang aq bakal ubah sisi pandang aq terhadap hal apapun...maO sLalu bisa memanDang sGala hal dari sisi pOsitif,... gAk maO ngeLuh" lagi...bErusaha menerIma dan puas denGan apa yang udah adA saat ini...
muDah"an aq bisa deh...
hehe ^^


o iYa, ada 1 haL lagi...
menUrut aJaran bUddha gAotaMa....
kiTa sebagai manusia....Jangan hanya menerima apa yang orang katakan kepada kita hanya karena kita respect terhadapnya..Tapi, cobalah untuk mendengar, cerna, dan pertanyakan lah dahulu kebenarannya...Baru setelah itu, kita serap hal" yang telah kita cerna, yang menurut kita bermanfaat dan berguna untuk kehidupan serta kebahagiaan kita n' orang laen....


"Kebahagiaan itu akan datang secara pribadi dari diri kita masing2"
"Jangan pernah kita merasa takut akan sesuatu hal, ... takut akan hal yang belum terjadi n belum pasti terjadi"
Karena 'KETAKUTAN' = 'KEBODOHAN' ...
kaRena kita hidup bukan untuk memecahkan masalah yang belum terjadi n belum pasti terjadi...


sO, mule saat ni...cObalah untuk ngerubah cara kita memandang segala sesuatu....
supaya kita nantinya bisa bahagia & nyaman... bahagiain diri kita sendiri atopun bahagiain orang lain...


1 haL yang aq tau saat ni...
slama ni, aq dah melakukan banyak kebodohan...
karena hampir setiap saat, hidup aq dihantui bayang" ketakutan...
ketakutan yang udah menghancurkan segalanya...
karena smua nya dah terjadi n waktu gak bisa diputar kembali...
aq cuma bertekad, buad mengurangi kebodohan aq...
kurangin ketakutan aq...
berusaha jadi lebih baik lagi...
untuk kebahagiaan diri aq sendiri...
n diri orang lain...


daH kelaR deh ceRamah na...
hahaha >.<


Nah, biz selese keBhaktiAn...
kita reNcana nya maO pergi maKan di hOLaLa ber 5...
taPi, beRhubung 'WW' gak iSa ikud,..
ya uDah, qt pergi nya bEr 4 ja...
nAh...
kIta makan di hOLala dARi jam steNgah 11 mPe kurAng lebih jam 1...
kita disitu gak cuMa makan dOank...
disiTu kita banYak sHaring...
ngobrOl"...
sO, cukup baNyak pengaLaman" yang kita bagi, n cukup banYak jg pengetahuan yang bisa didaPEt daRi kumpUl" beR 4 tadi siaNg...
hehe ^^


biZ makAn kita seMua pulank...
n laNjutin kegiatan kita mAsing"...
^^


sEneng baNget aRi ni...
wAlo nOthing sPecial...
taPi, haRi ni cukup beRmakna...
baNyak hal yang biSa aq pElajarin hari ni...
peLajaran yang beRmanfaat buaD hidUp aku sKarang n mAsa dePan aku...


muDah"an keDepan nya hiDup nih bisa lebIh baik laGi ~...
deNgan penGetahuan" yang dAh didapet hari ni... ^^
Thx God... thAnk's fOr this liFe...
Thx buad 'oM sALim lie'....
Thx juGa buad temEn" yang slama ni dah memOtivasi aq buad jd lBih baik...
Thx aLL...
^^


will dO da beZt...
will enDeavor voo mY bezt ~...
vOo aLL ~ ...
GBUs ~....
^^




wiTh lOve,

-nEz-

MY HEART BELIEVES IN YOU ~

I kept my head up high,
and then you came my way ...
I have been hurt so many times ...
My heart filled with so much pain,
but now that pain has gone away ...
For I have found a place I want to be ...
This place I see is with thee ...
For in your arms I have felt and seen,
a wonderful feeling that I cannot believe ...
A safe heaven in your arms just for me ...
Now I give my heart to thee ...
For my heart believes in you ...

LOVE IS ~

Love is the sweetest emotion,
That springs in my heart,
Love is like that tender kiss,
You gave me at the start,
Love is too see that special smile,
Appear on your face,
Love is like a bouquet,
With its trimmings & lace,
Love is like sunshine,
Strong & true,
Love is at all
I feel so deeply for you ...

I LOVE THE WAY YOU LOVE ME ~

I like the feel of your name on my lips
And I like the sound of your sweet gentle kiss
The way that your fingers run through my hair
And how your sip lingers even when you’re not there

And I like the way your eyes dance when you laugh
And how you enjoy your two hour bath
And how you convinced me to dance in the rain
With everyone watching, like we were insane

But I love the way you love me
Strong and wild ... Slow and easy
Heart and soul ... Soul completely
I love the way you love me

I like way that you sing sweet and low
When they're playing our song on the radio
And I like the innocent way that you cry
At old time movies you've seen hundreds of time

But I love the way you love me
Strong and wild ... Slow and easy
Heart and soul ... Soul completely

So listen to me
And I could list a million things
I’d love to like about you
But they all come down to one reason
I could never live without you

I love the way you love me
Strong and wild ... Slow and easy
Heart and soul ... Soul completely
I love the way you love me
Oh baby, I love the way that you love me ...

LuV diS dAe...^^

Wah...
Ari ni seru deh...
Pulank sekolah ma Orin, Andi, ma JorDy...
Tadinya, rencana awal stelah nganterin AnDi di teRminal n jOrdy di kAsang...
Mao nyaLon ma oRin...
Tapi beRhubung bRapa aRi ni tiDur maLem, mao lanGsung pULang aja tRuz tidUr...
Gak jAdi deh ke sALon...
>.<

Nah,...
Slese nGanterin aNdi n jOrdy...
mAsih lOm peNgen puLank tuh...
aQ ma oRin kEpikirAn buad nYari maKan dLo sebelom puLank....
cOz kalo dah nYampe rUmah, paSti gaK bakal maKan...
tRuz kita muTusin deh buaD makan 'eZ kUmpeh'...
hahaha....

PergiLah kaMi ke kUmpEh...
maKan eZ...
giLa..mPe t'eneg2 tuh, maKanin eZ na...
dAh makan yaNg cUp, kaMi beLi lagi bOlu ez...
maKnyuZ deh...
aHaHaHaHa.... =)

SeteLah nOngkRong di mObil n mAkan eZ...
kAmi peRgi ke jALan baRu....
tRuz oRin bilang maO sTOp n pOto2 dLo...hahaha
yaWdah, ...
bRenTi la kami di piNGgir jaLan...
hAhAhAhA...
poTo" dEh....

nAh..ni bBeraPa haSil poto" kaMi tadi siAng.... wkakakakakak =D

HabiS pOtO"...
kAmi pUlang dEh...
hahaha >.<
sEneng nYa aRe ni.....
kApaN2 laGi agh....
ahahahaha =)
bUad vinSy, pYa, n pAnny...JanGan jEaLouz yap kaMi pgi pOto"....^^
wKakakakakak....
bEsok kiTa pgi dEh puLang viHaRa...
ciaKakakakak....


Luv dIs dAe....^^

CRIES IN A DISTANCE ~ ...

Cries in a distance
Can't stop the tremble
I'm just awaiting 'MY TURN' ...


Hiding will never
Save me forever
The guns gonna get me for sure ...


'DEAR GOD' I pray
Why won't You be my friend
Come to me and take my hand
Like MAMA would say
'EVERYTHING' will be OKAY ...


All I hear is 3 2 1
The "SCREAM" from the guns
And then 1by1
'NO ONE' gets to run
Someone's dad or mom
Sister, brother and son
NO…NO…

All I feel is 1 2 3
My tears start to bleed
Smell of roses on my feet

I feel SORE ...
I fall ...
I CALL ...
I crawl …

ENDLESS ROAD ~

The truth is tearing up my heart
I can't recognize this place
The endless road without a stop sign
Can't even find a stranger this time

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Why am I still holding back my tears
In this loneliness there's nothing left to fear
Every chord still seems a wonder
How we could be together
Every time I ask if this would be the last


Why am I still talking to myself
Hoping you will have the keys to my cell
Every song might calm the weather
But it just draws me deeper
How do I get out of this
I think ... I never will


...


A crystal forming in the eye
Maybe this would be the last
The winding path down my face
Till I begin to taste the bitterness inside

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Why am I still holding back my tears
In this loneliness there's nothing left to fear
Every chord still seems a wonder
How we could be together
Every time I ask if this would be the last


Why am I still talking to myself
Hoping you will have the keys to my cell
Every song might calm the weather
But it just draws me deeper
How do I get out of this
I think ... I never will

I never will ~

DEAR GOD ~

A lonely road, crossed another cold state line
Miles away from those I love
Hope is hard to find
While I recall all the words you spoke to me
Can't help but wish that I was there
And where I'd love to be

Dear God the only thing I ask of you
Is to hold him when I'm not around
When I'm much too far away
We all need that person who can be true to you
But I left him when I found him
And now I wish I'd stayed
'Cause I'm lonely and I'm tired
I'm missing you again, oh no
Once again

There's nothing here for me on this barren road
There's no one here while the city sleeps
And all the shops are closed
Can't help but think of the times I've had with you
Pictures and some memories will have to help me through

Dear God the only thing I ask of you
Is to hold him when I'm not around
When I'm much too far away
We all need that person who can be true to you
But I left him when I found him
And now I wish I'd stayed
'Cause I'm lonely and I'm tired
I'm missing you again, oh no
Once again

Some search, never finding a way
Before long, they waste away
I found you, something told me to stay
I gave in, to selfish ways
And how I miss someone to hold
When hope begins to fade...

A lonely road, crossed another cold state line
Miles away from those I love
Hope is hard to find

Dear God the only thing I ask of you
Is to hold him when I'm not around
When I'm much too far away
We all need that person who can be true to you
But I left him when I found him
And now I wish I'd stayed
'Cause I'm lonely and I'm tired
I'm missing you again, oh no
Once again

PERCAYALAH ~ !!!

Seandainya dapat ku melukiskan
Isi hatiku untukmu
Seandainya kau pun harus tau
Lelah hatiku bila kau jauh ...

Namun ku pendam rasa
Ku hanya ingin kau bahagia
Jalani yang kau pilih
Jangan risaukan aku ...


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Percayalah kasih
Cinta tak harus memiliki
Walau kau dengannya
Namun ku yakin hatimu untukku ...
Percayalah kasih
Cinta tak harus memiliki
Walau kau coba lupakan aku
Tapi ku kan selalu ada untukmu ...


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Seharusnya kau pun menyadari
Resah hatiku bila kau dengannya
Seharusnya aku pun tak berharap
Miliki dirimu seutuhnya ...

Namun ku pendam rasa
Ku hanya ingin kau bahagia
Jalani yang kau pilih
Jangan risaukan aku ...

Kesempatan Kedua ?? ~

Kini ku sesali
Nyata cintamu kasih
Tak sempat terbaca hatiku
Malah terabai olehku ...

Lelah ku sembunyi
Tutupi maksud hati
Yang justru hidup karenamu
Dan bisa mati tanpamu ...


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Andai saja aku masih punya
Kesempatan kedua
Pasti akan ku hapuskan lukamu
Menjagamu, memberimu segenap cinta ...


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Ku sadari tak selayaknya
Selalu penuh kecewa
Kau lebih pantas bahagia
Bahagia karena cintaku ...


Kau bawa bersamamu ...

Sebelah hatiku separuh jiwaku ...

Yang mampu sempurnakan aku ...

You are the sweetest person I've ever known....

These lips will never tell lies to you,
This heart will never LOVE anyone but YOU,
This love only for YOU, my forever ...


You are the SWEETEST person i have ever known,
You are the BEST man any woman could ever ask for,
You are my REST of the life waiting to happen ...


I have never been so sure in my life about someone until I meet YOU,
I can get enough of you,
I wanna share my days and night with you,
'till I 'DIE' ...


You are special in God's eyes and you are special for ME,
You are not my first love,
But you have touched my heart deeper than any man ever touched it,
You are not my first love,
But you are the 'LAST' one this heart will ever love this much ...
This STRONG ...
And this PURE ...


All my life ...
I never dream to meet someone who is as HONEST, REAL and TRUE as you,
All my life i have never feel love the way you love me ...,
All my life i have been searching love in every wrong places ...
Now i am glad that i finally made my last trip and found 'YOU' in a right time ...


This time baby ...is FOREVER ...